What A day!

I got a phone call this morning from Paula saying their camper caught on fire last night. So I have been helping them most of the day. I have been upset over some shit with Michael and his family most of the day. But in time its all gonna be over and I am not going to have to deal with them anymore. I hate things turned out like they did but it happens. I have moved on with my life and he needs to do the same. As I sit in this camper all alone typing this blog and texting my baby I have all sorts of things running thru my head...I really miss CeCe and I want to see her so bad. I want to be closer to her. I want to be able to be near her and not 6 hours away. Its hard being apart from someone you love. I need a change in my life and I am seriously thinking about moving. It has been on my mind a lot lately. Maybe i will have my mind made up soon. I guess today is just one of those days that I just want to run a way and never come back. My back and leg has been hurting for 3 days and I dont know why. It worries me at times but I just say fuck it and deal with it. Im gonna go for now but not forever. I love you baby!