OUCH!!

I'm at Aunt Gails....my whole hand is hurting today...I woke up at about 6:15 about crying. I did not sleep much but when I did I slept pretty good. I think the 3 shots of watermelon vodka I took helped me sleep...I dreamed about me and my sweetheart. I can't wait until she gets here friday night....I just want to hold her and look in her eyes and make sweet sweet love to her. It's hard typing one handed...lol...im trying to get used to using my left hand for everything...The hospital called a little bit ago to check on me. I thought that was nice. Im sitting in Aunt Gails bedroom at her computer and hanging on the wall in a huge frame filled with lots of pictures of my entire family. We were all so young. Looking at these pictures bring back a lot of good memories. Wow how the years have flown by. There is a pic of all us grandkids and I was like 5 in the pic. God that was forever ago. We was at nanny and papaws. I sure do miss them alot. Papaw died in 97 and nanny died in 08. They were very special people. I see a few pics of my Aunt Debbie. She passed away in 07 with breast cancer. She was so beautiful and I miss her a lot also. Im glad Aunt Gail finally got internet. She loves it. Aunt Gail is a special woman. She goes in April to find out about her cancer. They have already done surgery 2 times on her face. The cancer is spreading. It scares me. I love her and Idk what I'd do if I lost her. I'm not gonna think about that right now. Im gonna get off here and go play with Little Bit and Gizzmo...They are climbing on my legs. I love you baby!