Tired

I went to Tupelo with Aunt Gail and momma today. I got me some clothes that actually fit. My hand has been hurting like shit all day...I will be glad when I can use it again. Its so hard doing everything left handed. Maybe by the time I am healed I will know how to do everything with both hands...another way I will be multitalented....I got home and I have been watchin movies laying in my bed with my hand propped up with an ice pack on it. Right now I am watchn "The Blind Side". One of my favorite movies ever. I love Sandra Bullock. She is one of my fav actresses. It is so boring in this room all by myself. I feel so alone. Then I think of CeCe and I start to feel better. I go tomorrow to sign my divorce papers. I have to be there at 4:00pm. I hope I will be able to sign them with my hand fucked up like it is. My whole life will change tomorrow. It will be the beginning of a new life for me. Im ready and excited for a new beginning. I have had a lot of support while going thru this separation and divorce. Without the ones thats seen me thru so far I wouldnt have made it. I love them all. Im gonna go for now but not forever. I love you Baby.