Spring Cleaning

Well it is not actually spring time yet but today I have been doing spring cleaning. I swept the ceilings and walls...I did a lot of house work today. Michael helped me some. I feel so tired now..I think mostly because my head is hurting. 4 days in a row now. I took a BP pill to see if it would help and so far it hasn't. It is a tension headache I do believe. I know I am tired of it. It hurts so bad at times that I feel like I can't even function right. I have listened to a lot of songs today...Songs that bring back lots of memories. Some good and some bad. I have truly fell in love with "Address in the Stars" By Caitlin and Will. I listen to it a lot. It is such a true song. They are super amazing. I wish I had the song on my phone. If it wasn't such a sad song I would sing it at my next outing..but I always have to sing cheerful songs..guess I can't sing that one...Ill just sing it here at home. It has been a while since I sang in public..hopefully I will not have to for a long time...my nerves are too bad these days for all of that stuff. Sometimes I miss it but most of the time not. I do just as well at home or in my car...lol...but if asked i will sing...maybe...Right now Im listening to "you are not alone" by Michael Jackson..its the only song i like by him. It is an amazing song. I have sang it many times to a certain person...but that will never happen again. NEVER. I really need to sit down and write some poems. I have thought about that a lot today. I need to get back to doing it more often...I wish i could get my poems published. I could never be so lucky. I don't even want any money for them. Your feelings can't be bought. And they are my feelings. I just want them published to possible help someone that might feel the way I do about things. maybe one day :) I can always hope...maybe tonight I will write a few special people a poem a piece. We will see...Im gonna get off here for now but not forever :)