Sad Day!

Today while I was here at home I received a phone call that they were calling the family in for Michaels grandmother...Well he left work and flew home and we flew to Myrtle. We was there about 6 hours and we just came back home so Michael could take his meds and I think after we eat a bite of something we are going back. My heart is breaking. I have been watchn this wonderful woman slowly slip away from this life into her next life in Heaven. She is barely hanging on. steadily getting worse. She will not be with us much longer. We are looking at hours instead of days. It's all in God's hands now. We are not ready to let her go but we know we have to. I am trying to stay as strong as I can for Michael. Idk how much longer I can stay strong. Its breaking my heart into. Its like Im losing my grandmother again. I lost both my grandmothers in 07. Along with 4 others. When I look at his grandmother all I can see is my grandmother who died of the same disease. It is terrible. Its killing me to know all these people I love are hurting because they are fixing to lose the most wonderful woman they know. I gotta stay strong and keep myself together...I am also worried about my friend. She is having a hard time right now. I just want her to know I am here anytime she needs to talk or just needs a hug or a shoulder to cry on. I hope she truly knows that. Im gonna go for now but not forever!