Home for a little bit!

Well we are home for a little bit to get showers and feed the dogs. When we got here we realized Michael had no pants clean....so i have all his pants in the washer...he has wore them all the past couple of days and I didnt even know it. His grandmothers vital signs are dropping and her lungs have fluid in them now and her breathing is bad...Her eyes are already set. Its going to happen anytime now. Michael is going to wear one of his papaws suits to the funeral. All 6 of the grandsons are the pallbearers. I have no clue what I am going to wear...non of my dress clothes fit me anymore...I think I have a pair of Black Pants that i might could keep up...Just have to find me a nice top to go with them. This has been an emotional ride for all of us. It gets harder every second to watch her lay there and die. But we live just to die and we all go thru it...Just gotta stay strong and accept it even tho it is hard to. Goodbye for now but not forever!