Just another day!

I had a great afternoon and night last night skyping and talking to my darlin. It was so good to see her. She is so beautiful. Maybe one day she will believe me. We had some great phone sex too...lol...I love to hear her moan and cum. I can't for her to come see me in a few weeks. It still feels so far away. I just want to put my arms around her and kiss her. I miss her touch, her kiss, her smile, her laugh. I miss everything. She has no idea what she does to me. I do love her with everything in me. I went to sleep about 1:15 this morning. I stayed up as long as I could. I was so tired. I slept til 6:30. I will have to lay down again sometime today before work. My back was hurting really bad when I got up. Idk if Ill be able to work tonight. It is really about to get on my last nerve...I go in the morning for the MRI. I really want to know whats going on and what my future is looking like with my back. I have a feeling Im going to be heart broken. Its just doesnt feel like a muscle to me. It feels like it always has....a bulged disc....I will know soon enough. My baby is at work. I have thought about her a lot this morning. Thats nothing unusal. I don't think she ever thinks about me...lol...jk...I can't believe my friends husband died. Thats crazy. Her and their 2 boys are going to be completely lost without Scottie. Its so sad. My phone goes off at Midnight tonight. Gotta try to get me some mins. Ill be glad when I get paid and I can get a $25 card or something. Right now my left leg its hurting. Something is on the nerve in my leg again. This shit is for the birds. I don't like it at all. My sinuses are trying to fuck up today. I hate that too. Snickers chased a fucking tractor down the road this morning and me constantly yelling no snickers. She listens so well. She has gotten in a bad habit of chasing vehicles. Im afraid she will be dead in the road one day if she keeps being stupid. She will not listen to me when I tell her no...so there is nothing I can do about it. This weekend I am going to move back in my trailer. Ill prolly still come to mommas some because she has internet. Ill have to blog and check face book and skype with CeCe when we can. I swear I feel like I could go back to sleep. The past 5 days and nights have wore me out. My body is sayin wtf are you doing to me. I guess I am gonna go for now but not forever....I love you baby!