Busy Weekend

Most of the day yesterday I cleaned in the trailer. I am almost completely done. I will be ready to move back in soon. I hope I hear from leisa tomorrow about my drug test. I know I passed so i should start work this week sometime. I am ready to know my schedule. I hate not knowing. Last night I went to Aunt Gails for a while where all the women were playing that game I hate. The laughed and had a good time. Tucker was there and he was snoozing and I have no idea how he slept thru all their loud mouths. While I was there Katie showed up. So since Aunt Gail don't like her too much I left so she wouldnt be there and we hung out at the trailer. I did not sleep good at all. Michael called one of our mutual friends yesterday morning so now I have his number and I text him. He has the papers ready and he has signed. Just waiting on me to sign. And Idk what to do since he owes mom money. The thing is she has no proof he owes her anything. So I am like wtf am I supposed to do because she is going to be mad if I dont get him to sign something saying he will pay her. I am just ready to be divorced and move on with my life...I will figure it all out just like I figure everything thing out one way or another. My honey called me from work today. It was so good to hear her voice. She always makes me laugh. I have lack of motivation today for cleaning up in the trailer so I came up to moms. Maybe later this afternoon I will wont to do it. I am almost done but its draining me for some reason. I think maybe just the day I had yesterday. Not going to talk about that because everything is ok now. I cried alot and put a hole in the wall and now Im mad at myself because I have to fix the damn hole. Thats always lovely...When I got here snickers acted like she hasnt seen me in a week. I swear she is on dope. She is always wide open. Mom and David are getting ready to go to see his mother. Him and his brother are having a meeting with some people today. They are putting his mother on Hospice. Its sad. I hate to watch him go through all this but it happens to everybody. I have so much on my mind that it is unreal. I am so ready to get my life started again. Get my place decorated like I want it and not fucking western bullshit that Michael always wanted. I haven't talked to Paula yet today. Idk if Daniel has moved back in or what. I still am not going to apologize. I am so sick of the bullshit that comes a long with him. Im pretty sick of them all. I love all 3 of them a lot but they stress me out sooo much and I just don't need to be worrying about all thats shit. So I try not to. I am sure she will call me before the day is up. I have got to get over there sometime and get all my stuff. She has it all put up for me so it wont get tore up. I just gotta make myself go over there and get it. Yeah not wanting to go over there too bad right now. Ok well I have rambled enough...I am going to go for now but not forever....