Been a bad day

I got up this morning and went to the dr. Well I have to have physical therapy and go to the chiropractor every day. Well while mom and I was at the dr office my aunt gail calls to see what all the dr is saying and she makes and very hurtful and mean comment that I overheard as they were talkin and I went off in the dr office. I was crying and cussing. Momma just hung up the phone. Her and I argued all day because that pissed me off and hurt me so bad and momma didn't even call her back and defend me. But thats ok....she is gone back to the lake now and I hope she stays down there until they r ready to come back home. My plans are to be moved back in my trailer when they get back. I talked to my boss and I still have a job and she is going to try to put me on part time instead of full time until I get done with physical therapy. There is still no guarantee I can be a CNA so I will be looking for another job to do. I may have to go back to being a cashier until I can go back to school. I will work anywhere just about just to be able to stay in my trailer. I have always said I would never work in fast food but if thats what I gotta do to pay my bills and be in my house I will do it until something better comes along. I am to the point of doing anything. I do not know what I would have done without my baby today. She helped me get thru this day and she never lets me give up and she loves me unconditionally. I am so happy with her. I really couldn't face a day without knowing she was on my side and that I have her in my life. She truly is my everything and I love her with every ounce of my mind body and soul. I can't wait to have her in my arms again. Baby I do love you so much. Katie is here and she is going to help me get my trailer completely ready and move my stuff back in. I can't wait to get my life back and live my life the way I want to. Atleast if people are going to talk about me I wont be around to hear it. Cause I know I will be talked about and that is fine. People can judge me and think what they want about me. Whatever makes them happy. All I am worried about is me and my sweetheart. As long as we are ok then IDC about the rest of the world. I just want to work and pay my bills and be able to do things and make it on my on. Some people seem to think I dont want to work and thats complete bullshit because I have always loved to work...and I worked my ass off to be a CNA. Some things just make no sense at all...but whatever...I will prove EVERYBODY wrong. Well I'm going to stop bitchin now...just needed to get that off my chest. I am gonna go for now but not forever. I love you CeCe.