Been A Few Days

It has been a few days since I have blogged. I have had a lot going on and I have had a lot of confusing days here lately. I don't know what to do about some things and some people. I got my hair cut today and I love it. I think it looks great on me. I'm prolly still ugly to everyone else but oh well. Over a week ago I deleted my bestfriend of 12 years off my facebook and she has not contacted me in any way to see why I deleted her. I guess she hasn't even noticed which is something i didn't expect. I thought she would notice. But I guess I know now that she really doesn't give a shit. Yeah that hurts a lot. I gave her 12 years of my life and it obviously means nothing to her. I guess everyone else was right. I guess I should have listened years ago but I wouldn't. In the end I always get hurt no matter what relationship I am in. Friendship, relationships, friend with benefits...Im a sucker I guess and I allow myself to always get hurt. I have always been too nice and always put my whole heart into everything. I gotta learn how not to do that. I am tired of getting hurt. I got new glasses. They are pretty cute. They look good on me with my new hair cut...Im done blogging for now....