My new Job

Well I got a new job down here in gulfport as a cashier. It didn't take me long to realize how much I missed working in retail. I never thought I would get back into retail but I still love it. It is rough on my back but I am dealing with that the best I can. Take the pain and go on with it. I still like living here. I have been here over a month. Its been several weeks since I have seen my family and I do miss them. Ive never been this long without seeing them. It is hard but I can handle it. I talk to them every day and that helps. Katie came for the weekend to see me and we have had a good time hanging out. It was good to see a familiar face. I don't know anyone here except CeCe and Stephen and the people I work with. They are all nice and I enjoy working with them. I am only making minimum wage but that is better than nothing. It is full time so I am proud of that. I was really beginning to worry if I was going to find a job or not. But it happened and I am happy. Michael is driving me crazy wanting me back. I had a long talk with his Aunt tonight about it and my mind is made up. I am better without him because all he is going to do is bring me back down and thats not something I need in my life when I have came so far now. I don't want to be back in that dark hole again. It was no fun there. There are things I miss about him and things I dont miss. I can't physically, mentally or emotionally take the arguing anymore. 5 years of it was enough and I deserve much better than that. I was really good to him and he never appreciated it until I was gone and wasnt doing shit for him every day. Well that was his loss. He fucked that up. I hope he finds a woman or man that treats him the way he treated me. I am going to go for now but not forever. I love you CeCe..