Had a great week

My baby came wednesday night and stayed til Sat morning. I think this was the hardest time I have had after her leaving. It killed my soul. I love this girl so much and i enjoy every minute we spend together. I had an awesome time with her here. Just being around her makes me so happy. Our intimate times were amazing. The times just laying in bed talking were amazing also. Driving her car and having her sit beside me and us talking and my hand on her leg was great. I had a little emotional break down thursday night. I had so much on my mind and I have made a lot of mistakes and I hope she knows I do love her with everything in me no matter what mistakes I have made and she is my whole world and I can not live my life without her in it. I feel us growing closer again and i love this feeling and I never want us to grow apart again. I never want to go thru that and feel that again. I never want to make her feel that way again. She is my life and my world. I had the best time with her here. I started orientation this week and it has only been 2 days and I am mentally exhausted with all the stuff i have to learn. I hope I can do this and do it good. Its going to be a stressful job but I think I can do this. We have to do the documenting right on with no mistakes and thats what worries me the most. But I am sure I am stressing for nothing. Right now i need a stiff drink...but thats not happening because I have to be back in orientation in the morning....the rest of the week is going to be stressful...Thursday and Friday are going to be physical...hopefully I will get through this without hurting myself. I am gonna go for now but not forever. I Love you CeCe